Got my purple belt last night

Was my first time back after being out sick for a week.  Felt sluggish and honestly that took a bit away from the experience, since I wasn't rolling that well in the 30 minutes of continuous drilling that preceded it.  I was congested and couldn't breath that well, and it ended with me unable to escape the half-assed knee on belly that my coach was trying to let me escape, while the whole class watched.

But, I think I'm just not good at accepting praise or congratulations.  Just an aspect of my personality that I haven't figured out yet.